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[28 Sep 2004|01:46pm]

GOODBYE INTOTHESE_EYES for the second time


 


 


add me: infared_heart   ;)

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[27 Sep 2004|02:34pm]
[ mood | good ]
[ music | PGMG ]

HAIRCUT ON THURSDAY!!!


pictures to come ;)

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[25 Sep 2004|01:51pm]
[ mood | loved ]
[ music | The Postal Service ]

ok so im thinking of a new LJ sn

any sugesstions?
if so lemme know suckah
cuz im all out <3

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GET ME OUT OF HERE [22 Sep 2004|09:56pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

This is my venting entry


 


i hate this place.. serioulsly i hate this place and i hate my floor to no end. i mean i love my roommate and im so blessed to have a such a good roomie and i have met some people that seem really cool and down to earth but they.. are not on my floor.. all the people on my floor are RETARTED. i hate them they are the deffinition of high school the: LikE OmG! DonT YoU LovE my NeW ABErcromBie Bag!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. its so fucking pathetic.. so its like 1145 at night heres the scene... im soo sick with a cold and migraine and all i wanted to do was sleep is that too much to ask? i think not .. ok so im gettin ready to go to bed but nope not in the cards that night becuase of the very LOUD screaming coming from the halls its so irritating i hate it HATE it. im so frustrated with everything i feel like the only ones who know what im feeling and see things like i see them are in (ny) mlerose or other parts of new england.. i know i said i hated high school ... but serioulsy i think i only hated the idea of high school and not high school itself


im just so fed up with this place .. THANK GOODNESS im going home this weekend .. thats all i have to say


 


here they are "the best years of my life".. yeah  fucking right.


 

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[22 Sep 2004|03:41pm]
[ mood | stressed ]

Lately iv been so scatter-brained

this school/cold/insomnia is going to be the death of me

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yeah i said it. [19 Sep 2004|05:39pm]
Laying next to him was quite possibly the most i felt at home yet :)

im so in love its sick and i love it. i was having doubts about what college would bring and how we were gunna make it through but now i know its gunna work

oh yeah and if you get offended eaisly DONT READ THIS:

whoever said we wouldnt make it FUCK YOU. =) thanks.

b-day countdown: 4 days!!!

l.o.v.e
::lane::

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[15 Sep 2004|04:26pm]
[ mood | content ]
[ music | Bjork ]

so i know that i havent been good about updating and its not like i dont have tons of time on my hands.. which i do its just that i dont feel like typing in alot .. even though i have alot going on in my head.. im so lazy here it sick.

well its gotten better here iv made a few friends that i can relate to and could see hanging aound with for a while. Me and Sarah (my roomie) hang out a lot with this girl emily that i met that first day shes wicked artsy and is a really good conversationalist(sp?) but anyways yeah we all hang out togther just talking. yesterday i had classes till 5 or almost 5 my teacher came up to my table and said " hey guys, um i know that this class goes till 5 but i made plans so you guys can go if you want" i love this man ... at first i was freaking out becuase it is a senior class that i was put into for some reason but once i got in there i just figured i could do it and if i needed help i would just ask. so i came home and what else?.. watched tv.. thats the only thing iv been really bad about .. when i have my breaks all i do i watch tv and eat cheez-its and twix.. can you say freshman 15? its been interesting.

today i had only 2 classes then i went to beakfast with sarah and then we went over to a poster sale they were having and i bought i poster of John Lennons Memorial that says "Imagine" with roses all over it .. its a beautiful poster i hung it right above my bed good purchase even though i have NO MONEY but thats every college kid.
Then i went back to the dorm and met a kid named rich who is emo-sceneish.. hes wicked nice and we just talked about music and all that good stuff. so all and all iv bee trying to put myself out there and its not going too bad here.

tomorrow i get outta here @1245 and then i get to see my baby <3 excited? i think so ;)

now im off to dinner with sarah and emily

good-bye my babies

P.S ~ B-Day Countdown:8 days!

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[10 Sep 2004|05:54pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

lonliness...sucks

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[07 Sep 2004|05:54pm]
[ mood | uncomfortable ]

here i am @ college its kinda weird but day by day i know ill be ok my roommates super sweet and we get along just fine so thats good and chris has been so supportive with everything thats been going on .. iv been getting really homesick lately even though salem is 20min away from wakefield but today i didnt cry @ all so i think it will all be good from here on out .. i still feel kinda weird here and not very settled but all the girls on my floor are pretty nice so i think ill make it ... i just hope i will be able to handel all this work that i am about to get


what A life....


bye.

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[04 Sep 2004|10:56am]
i dont think im going to make it here

im so depressed its sickening

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[03 Sep 2004|08:54am]
[ mood | lonely ]
[ music | Frou Frou- Let Go ]

Drink up baby down.
Mmm, are you in or are you out?
Leave your things behind,
'Cuz it's all going off without you.
'Scuze me, too busy,
You're writing your tragedy.
These mishaps, your bubble wrap, when,
You've no idea what you're like...

(So let go)
So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah, let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

It gains the more it gives,
And then it rises with the fall.
So hand me that remote.
Can't you see that all that stuff's a sideshow?
Such boundless, pleasure,
We've no time for later now, you,
Can't await, your own arrival you've,
Twenty seconds to comply

(So let go)
So let go
Jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh, it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

So let go
Mmm, jump in
Oh well whatcha waiting for?
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.
(So let go)
Yeah let go
Just get in
Oh it's so amazing here.
It's alright,
'Cuz there's beauty
In the breakdown.

In the breakdown....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.
The breakdown....
So amazing here....
'Cuz there's beauty in the breakdown.




one thing i know is that i am an independant person with a life of my own
one thing i know is that i can go out into the world and make something of myself
one thing i know is i dont need anyone to be a happy person..... except him <3

ps. its good to know that you have a freind or 3 going though the same thing so thanks for helping me through the lonely days: Beck,Laura and Emily

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[01 Sep 2004|08:24am]
[ mood | worried ]

nevermind my LJ name staying the same .. i dont have the enrgy to make it all pretty and stuff and add people .. maybe after i move in .. im scared.

my mom keeps telling me that me and chris might not make it she doesnt say it outloud but says it in suttle ways like .. "hes going to be intimidated" and "ya know alainna lots of boys are going to ask you out how are you going to handel that"?


i want to stay with him soo badly but when she says shit like that it puts thoughts in my head like .. what if we do break up.. im freaking out over this someone please coment and make it ok PLEASE.

ps. emily we need to hang out soon .. call me sometime.

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[31 Aug 2004|05:24pm]
Edit: its punKyxpoWer
so add me bitches and ill add you back



HI BYE IM GOING BACK OUTSIDE

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Hey guess what ? [29 Aug 2004|01:20pm]
[ mood | discontent ]

I MISS MY OLD LIFE
i miss
-chris
-laura
-renee
and ally soo much
i dont want anyone to go to college meghan moved in today laura last week me next sunday

i dont like this one little bit
just when things started to work and be happy college had to come along

PS my new Lj name is PunKeyxPoWer ;)

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[18 Aug 2004|06:14pm]

The Story of my Life )

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[15 Aug 2004|03:09pm]
ray and beck is wednesday better.. tuesday is bad for me lemee know chickies

x0x0

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[14 Aug 2004|08:28pm]
[ mood | A Mixed Bag ]
[ music | David Gray ]

im becoming quite lonely agian .. my mind feels really foggy lately and i just dont feel like i fit anywhere anymore.

iv been missing my dad so much lately .. this life sucks.. i just want something to go good for once.

 i got my licence.. finally . but i do not have a car and my mom said it would take a while to get me on her insurance.hmm. so i will not be able to drive anyone unless i can drive their car

i decided im cutting my hair again and dying it a diffrent color than i have been mabey more of a red but i dont know yet.

thats it.imdone.

ps. i had a dream the other night that katie abs beat me up . it was scary. i woke up missing her and all my other friends i havent seen in a while.call me peeps

pps. the best thing in the world is driving down 93 in the poring rain with the love of your life singing the cure.perfection.

 

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Hi Bye Im Going Back Inside [08 Aug 2004|06:44pm]
[ mood | groggy ]
[ music | the cure ]

im sick of my hair if anyone is good at cutting and dying i would like your help pleeese

i just dont know what color to dye it .. any suggestions?

x0x0

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where am I? [01 Aug 2004|08:22pm]
[ mood | contemplative ]
[ music | across five aprils ]

o man i feel so lost lately .. i havent been on el-jay or my space for like 3 months+ partly becuase my computer has a virus but then i went away to maine witch was fucking incredible.. york beach is the best place ever! i went surfing and got huge bruises on my knees but it was worth it and i got to fall asleep with my baby <3 but becuase i was out of the loop so-to-speak i have some things i need to catch up to:

1) HAPPY BIRTHDAY CATHY!!!
2) HAPPY BIRTHDAY TONY!!!!
3)beck and ray we NEEEED hang out soon
4)Laura we need to talk as well darlin'
and
5) Kate i LOVEEE your tattoo =)


i feel like im so lost and that nothing is real yesterday i was with all my friends and they were the world to me nothing could stop us now its only a couple of days before we all go make oursleves and probably never see eachother agian at college but one thing hasnt changed you still mean the world to me... dont forget about me( emo ;) )

ps i will drive soon .. i know finally .. if i do indeed get it wou will find out =)

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[02 Jul 2004|04:30pm]
here i am in my new house



come by and swim its a really nice pool ;)




xox
lane

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